[28 Nov 2007|09:51pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | Untitled 02 by Brand New ] Hiatus. I hope to be back shortly. 1 god on the dance floor / Would you save me?

My Place In Your Heartbeat [16 Oct 2007|12:43am] [ music | No Future by Anti-Flag ] Why am I so distracted lately? I have two tests tomorrow and I am not all that confident. Please tell me there is time to make up for my actions. I found myself asleep and writing. Anything to pass off the coughing and nose dripping. You have no idea how many times I have written letters to you. I burned them all or threw them all otu because I mentioned your name way too many times. I watched you burn out as my letter burned to irrepairable ashes. The ink ignited and the rest of the letter dissipated. That's when I figured you were not special at all. I am not anything. I can't believe it's going to be two years soon. Although we were so young and sometimes naive, I enjoy waking up and remembering what we were like but then you transformed into a blinding sun I could never look at. My focal points would not adjust as well any more. You are always so angry and it scares me. You vent your anger out on me. You can never drink enough from this bottle you don't get along so well with. There will be other boys. After me, after him, you'll have plenty of ex's. There will always be someone to sweep you off your feet and you'll realize how I was careless after you left. Not really careless about myself but you as well because there were several girls afterwards sitting beside me at parties, in cars, on my bed, etc. Is your childhood going to die? I know you want me to. I am everything you ever wanted to know about a childhood and everything else you wanted it to be. I am sure you're going to cope the best you can before you spiral down that bottle. You'll find a better man, believe me. I tried to be the best I could be but you and I both know there are better men. Three cheers for my lying and bullying pals, Anks 1 god on the dance floor / Would you save me?

My Brothers [15 Oct 2007|10:46pm] [ mood | pessimistic ] [ music | Lurch by The Dillinger Escape Plan ] I think the last time I updated livejournal the air outside was not as cold. The news was not as scary. Well, the news is always frightening these days but it seems like as you get older the news only increases in size as a doomsday device. My heart has been pumping still so livelihood is no question. My bones hurt from the weekend because I was in Mono Mills and did not sleep this entire weekend. Hardly. Hands blistered, lips cracked. A few friends and I had some drinks this weekend which was a social amusement. The girl I liked slipped away. She did not grip my words as tight as I thought they did but hey, my brother is with her. Almost. That's what happens when the same guy who is also your best friend is a supermodel. His heart is pumping too and it grows, birthing a smile and a sparkle in his eyes. He's proud and happy. I know he has some great ideas for the future and it's all thanks to the memories he's made. This was all realized since that frigid Saturday morning when I stepped out of the car I spent my dream hours in. Well, some of my dream hours. We didn't get much sleep. Too cold. Not enough heat. Everywhere I go warmth seems to be two steps away. We're getting closer to winter. We went inside Aja's house and lay on the floor like lions, tired from hunting. We make jokes back and forth about me getting punched in the face by my ex-girlfriend and my brother potentially dating a beautiful, respectable young lady. This helped lighten my mood and none of them ever realized that. On the way home the wind picked up and it was masking my face whenever I stuck my head out the window while voyaging down the roads. Then there were three brothers. I was one of them. We arrived home and it took me ten minutes to realize because we messed around with people outside while we were in the car. I can't believe this is going to disappear when I go to that fight. When we go to our separate struggles our parents will realize how bad the pressure really was, and how it will always be the worst thing in the world because it destroys the beings and relationships. They'll even be a little shook up when they hear their sons are countless miles away. They'll be shook up because they won't know who we are, who we are with, where we are. They might have a general idea but they will always be wrong. Our names are etched in hearts, sure, but they are mainly etched in memory. They are etched in the music and in the neighbourhoods we ever visited in this crazy world. All I know is one day I will find myself in the same car with my brothers and we'll be lying like lions tired from hunting, like we did that one exciting weekend. I know I'll be dead before you put a gun to the heads of my brothers. I know I'll be dead before you put a gun in their hands. Unshaven. Misbehaved. Cursed. Anks Would you save me?

My Glowing Computer Screen [21 Sep 2007|12:07am] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | Ants of the Sky by Between The Buried and Me ] Oh man. My bio lab is kinda done although I think the graph is a little fucked up... I still have a narrative essay to finish. Fuck it. I am not studying for my English test tomorrow. I finished all the study questions in class today so I know my shit. Mr. Sutton said as long as we can answer the practice questions, we will be strong on this test. First thing in the morning? Oh come on... For the love of Havok I better get a ticket for Anti-Flag tomorrow... I still have to grab my ticket for Thrice/Brand New which is on Dec. 13 -- three days before the A-F show. It's not that I don't love you. It's more so you bring up irrelevant shit from the past. I think I see a moon outside. There's a glow in the sky and I assume it's the moon. I can see it through the cracks of my blinds... Boiling under a moon made of anger and hate, Anks Would you save me?

My Fear [19 Sep 2007|05:32am] [ mood | worried ] [ music | This Respirator by The Flatliners ] Today is so not going to be good. 1 god on the dance floor / Would you save me?

My Conclusion [15 Sep 2007|02:37am] [ mood | high ] [ music | Luca by Brand New ] Oh man I have such a fucking update. You will not believe some of this fucking shit. Anyways, you know how like, we have a lot of music on our computers thanks to uploading cds and downloading and file sharing etc? and I especially have a lot of music, atleast TWO bands I have in common with all my friends. go ahead. try me foo'z. but anyways, whenever people ask me what is my favourite song and what is my favourite album and i end up giving them three in a row without ranking... Revolutions Per Minute (Rise Against), London Calling (The Clash), ...And Out Come The Wolves (Rancid), Sing The Sorrow (AFI). Okay so sometimes four but yeah.. I think I finally figured out what record is the best for me. Overall. Number one. The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me by Brand New Check out the song Luca. It is the ninth track on the disc. Listen to the song a few times and then listen to the part of the song starting at the 2:37 mark until 3:53. It is a phenomenal pleasure for your auditory system. - Anks 1 god on the dance floor / Would you save me?

My Brand New Day in a Brand New School, Part One. [03 Sep 2007|11:52pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | No Paradise by Anti-Flag ] Saturday's shift wasn't too bad. One year at No Frills haha oh dear. Anything is possible now, isn't it? I'm aware. Anyways, after work Jordan and Phil came over and we chilled as I gave them a tour of my hood as well. We went back to my place and ordered two awesome pizzas and watched Hot Fuzz. It's pretty funny but I think my attention span can only go SO long during British comedies. No offense. James called me then! The dude I have not spoken to in ages and we met up with him halfway and went to the middle of the field at Our Lady of Peace and it was wicked! We then departed and Jordan and Phil got picked up and left. I chilled here and it was a-okay. Sunday I did absolutely nothing and I liked it. Mmm. Today was family day. We were going to go to Niagara Falls but instead had our picnic at Centennial Park which is near Lakeshore, it was okay but we got home around 10 because we went to my cousin's place around 8. I kinda wish we hadn't because I am just so tired and it's been a long day. Not much to it other than waking up and showering, and waiting to get picked up. Tomorrow is a new day in Brampton Centennial. I can imagine... Actually let me rephrase - I know someone is going to recognize me and walk right up to me and be like "Oh my! Ankur Kumar!" and that is going to be the ice breaker of the day. Or I am going to notice someone as well and yeah, same introduction except names changed. Get ready... get the game face on... Call or text me I'd appreciate it 'cause I'm a little scared... Seriously, Anks Would you save me?

My Bad Boy [31 Aug 2007|07:20am] [ music | Confessions by City and Colour ] So it's been a few days since my last update. Time flies and it's a little disheartening but my dears, it's life. Things happen quicker than we expected. Well, before things get out of hand I'm just going to explain that I'm not returning to Turner next week. I'm headed to BCSS. Oh man, telling everyone is going to suck because just like myself, I was looking forward to being in your classes. And I apologize that it won't happen but I love you all so we're going to make the best of this for sure. No worries. Trojan forever. I can't recount my actions for this week. I worked on Wednesday night which was fun and hilarious. Phil, Tony, and I made prank calls from the back room for like an hour or so. Phil and I perhaps took one of the longest breaks known to man in history. No surprise we were there until after 11 PM lol. Totally worth it in my opinion. Yesterday was good and a little crazy. First off, I went to BCSS to register and get my shit together. I ran into Tiffany Cowper too. She's attending next year at BCSS as well. Jordan called me to make plans for the night and while walking, Tiffany saw me. She gave me a lift to my place. I showered and changed, chilled for a bit and then met up at Bramalea with Jordan. I ran in to so many people while at the mall and so many people called me. People I ran in to: Andrew Burton, Drew Robinson, Matt Quach, Mike Eastman, Kira, Warren De La Cruz, Scotty, Kim, Nick Miller, etc. And I got a bunch of phone calls too. Jordan and I headed over to Diana's and when we got there we were chillin' with her, Christine, Nikita, Nixx, and Shannon. Later on a few other peeps showed up that I am sort of familiar with. It was a good night and very good to see Diana again for the first time in a year! She went to lovely Brazil. Brazil is that country, home to the world's best soccer team and attractive people... Yes, she went to THAT Brazil. Jordan and I came back to my place. I can't sleep because even though we went to bed at 2 AM, I awoke at 5 AM thanks to my mom who told me to go upstairs to sleep. I tried to sleep in her room and then the spare room and nadda! So here I am after 7 AM typing away while Jordan is asleep beside me. He doesn't know it yet but when he wakes up, we're gonna grab some juice and decent thirst quenching liquids because the water in my house tastes suspicious. Then he's off to work! Holy shit! what the fuck was THAT?! Anks 2 gods on the dance floor / Would you save me?

My Crash Course [27 Aug 2007|02:11pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Contraband by Mad Caddies ] Tuesday I got called in for work. It was okay but Wednesday was alright, not bad at all. Thursday I chilled with Mark Z., Phil, and Steve. We missioned around the Heart Lake area for most of the night. Mark ran into a couple of girls he goes to school with and then we met up with them later at Silvercity to go see Superbad. We went up by that highway to chill for a bit. I love it and it's a little disheartening that it will be cluttered with vehicles and moving pollution next week. For now it is my favourite part of Brampton and perhaps the most wicked. Carly met up with us too and that movie is really funny. I loved it and hope to catch it again before it's taken out of theatres. Afterwards, Phil went home so the remaining six of us went to A&P and Mark stole a bunch of things hahaha Redbull drinks, flashlight, batteries, gatorade, and probably some other things in his bag he didn't tell me about. The girls all left together and then there were three. Oh man we were out til 3 AM or something and I got home and my mom was pissed but it's all good now. Saturday a lot of plans messed up and in the end Dan D. and I went to see Rush Hour 3 with Holly and SamRam. I also showed them the highway which was sick. I almost started up the steam roller since we found the key lol. Pinball is a sick game. I rock at it. Even the basketball game wasn't bad, I was impressed by my skills. So impressed that my career path has changed. I'm going to go for a basketball scholarship now. Hahah yeah right I wish. And yesterday Dan and I were in Toronto. We went to a bunch of stores and ran into Jen and Lynn randomly. We was also there for the Streetlight Manifesto show. We walked from one end of Queen Street all the way to the other, probably took almost an hour It was really good. I was impressed by the enthusiasm by the crowd and for like the last five songs I was in the skank pit. Kim H. was there which was good seeing her and TBMH crew. After the show we met Streetlight Manifesto which was wicked too. Came home around midnight and I got up around 11 this morning and have just been glued to the screen since. Contemplating. I fuckin' hate seeing the expiry dates on the products at work. Only reminds me summer was short and no doubt about it. School is starting in eight days and I have no idea what is going on. No idea. I'm nervous and I detest school... and the fuckin' policies, Anks Would you save me?

My Show Got Cancelled! [20 Aug 2007|01:36am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Broken Bones by The Flatliners ] Since Thursday, things have been nuts. Rob and I chilled a lot this week before he headed off to camp. We saw The Bourne Ultimatum with his new girl Sabi and Kim H. and her boyfriend, Jesus was also there. Then we chilled at Rob's and then went home. Thursday Rob and I went to Bhavik's and I ended up crashing there. Too bad my Vanilla Bear had to go home :( I missed him tons. The party was good though. Bhavik, Vishal, and I were awake until 4 AM. They went to sleep and I watched TV until 6:30 AM. When I was going to sleep, Angela came upstairs feeling sick and she was getting ready for work. Ryan B., Phil, and I walked around Bhavik's neighbourhood trying to find a way out. We attempted to hop a fence but on the other side was a twenty foot drop. After expelling urine in the middle of the road (how punk of me...), we got out and grabbed some pizza. We went out sepearate ways to get home and then I helped out around the house. We spruced up some areas actually. Then I went over to Dan D.'s for his birthday. It was another fun bash. Good music, and we skanked alllll night long. Beer pong was fuckin' jokes for Cruz and me. Then on the way home I went to KFC and had a delightful chat with the driver. I called in sick for work, the entire weekend. Yeah I'm at that point now lol. Fuck you! All of you corporate greedy snobs. I went to Raxx with Dan tonight hoping to see The Flatliners and Kenny and rest of da krew in The Big Man Himself. Unfortunately show got cancelled because no one enjoys ska or punk or both in this city. Corporation got on stage and played one song since they were already set up and a kid named Jordan was skanking on his own. A little silly but kudos to that trooper! So now I am hoping to catch The Flatliners with A Wilhelm Scream on Sept 7. YO IT'S A FRIDAY NIGHT SO COME SKANK WITH ANK!!! I also ran into Holly, a girl I used to go to school with. She's really nice and I wish we kept in touch a while ago too but hey now wasn't bad either. Dan and I hung around outside with her and her friend Sam. After, we went to Dan's hood and chilled and then Harvey's. Nick picked us up and we drove around the city. Ran into Alex and his friend Emma so we pretty much spent the remainder of our time in downtown B-town chatting with them in front of good ol' City Hall. Hands Up! Fists High! Anks 2 gods on the dance floor / Would you save me?

My Cure For Boredom [12 Aug 2007|02:27am] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | Spare Change? by Mad Caddies ] I Need A Change - Anks Kumar Is there anything that can help me fall asleep? I guess not because I tried watching Sportsnet and wrestling But I'm still wide awake and restless I don't know what's going on At the end of the day I feel kinda crazy Am I the only one going insane? But today I'm going to jump up and say I need a change I'm going to turn my life around I'll do whatever I can 'cause no one will get in my way and keep me down It's time for a new beginning It's time for a new tune that needs singing I'm hoping someone can save me and help me stay alive I'm hoping someone can help me understand wrong from right 'cause clearly doing things my way hasn't helped at all I'm just runnin' in that same old circle of self pity. It's getting late I need an answer because I'm killin' myself over here trying to figure myself out all I know is today I'm going to jump up and say I need a change Would you save me?

My Boring Day Indoors [11 Aug 2007|02:35am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Bitch Please II by Eminem, Snoop Dogg, Xzibit, Nate Dogg, and Dr. Dre ] I just watched the sneak preview of the season premiere for Law and Order: Special Victims Unit. Fucking. Intense. Motherfucker. I cannot wait for the new season. But until then I'll have to occupy my time in other ways. I was a little sick but am now feeling better. Ate a lot and just practically chilled at home on Friday night. Jammin' is good we have a sick intro and sick lyrics so I'll hit you up with them asap. Anyways I hate my job and I want to quit. I am not looking forward to school. I'm just a pessimistic little bitch aren't I? I know. I'm gonna go see Phil and da boyz in The Seventh Circle in action and then see what happens from there. Join me and we'll tell everyone we're dating and jump back in that loop of summer gossip! New albums soon: Every Time I Die, A Wilhelm Scream, Thrice, Blaqk Audio, The Dillinger Escape Plan, and a couple others. This second half of 2007 is awesome. I think I need to stop my gangsta rap phase because it's kinda shocking others as well as me. But the original stuff from the 90s and Eminem's shit is tight. I Wipe My Ass With Showbiz, Anks Would you save me?

My Long Weekend [06 Aug 2007|02:44am] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | My Name Is by Eminem ] Well I passed math :) Summa skool is over and I got my credit within eleven week days. Schelven days. What did I do on Thursday? I think I just chilled by myself for a bit. Friday I worked and Rob and I met up with Dan D. to get our tix for Streetlight Manifesto. Saturday was so fun with Phil, Jordan. Tyler stopped by too but he wasn't there for too long. We watched Norbit and had pizza after. Dylan, Rob, and I wreaked havoc around the city but before that we chilled with Nixx and drove around and met up with Dominique L. and her other friend who goes by the same first name but not the same last initial. Crashed at Dylan's after teaching lessons in Heart Lake... Sunday I came home and Rob chilled here too. Worked for four hours and after a yogurt pop courtesy of Anthony Cervo's sister. Rob and I went to Tracks with Nixx and we shared a plate of nachos for a couple hours, good to see peepz. Then Rob and I saw Katie-Lynn at Coffee Culture and then we went to Amy's friend's party... It was kind of a flop and Rob was clearly unhappy and I always have his back so obviously I wasn't gonna let him stay. So we called up Katie-Lynn and we almost went to the movies but Rob's mom as well as mine would have bitched for showing up home too late. Then we called Carly but she was with Loren and her bro Spencer. We showed up and it was a little whatever at first but then we all became friends while I tried to show off my skills on Guitar Hero II. Yo I owned Message In A Bottle by The Police. I fuckin' got 89 % :D :D :D. Rob and I had so much fun with the three of them. So many goodf times. Lately Rob and I stop by with some shitty beginnings but we make the best of every night. We're a team. So yeah man we rocked out tonight with good chats, good music, good times, and I owned GuitaR HerO II while I was intoxicated. I still have to learn Salvation by Rancid lmao. I'm kinda slow but I rawk The Police. Rob dropped me off and yeah... That's how the last couple days have been. Oh man. I'm heading off now. Too intoxicated for cyberspace. Dr. Dre, don't just stand there - OPERATE! Alcohol can be cool, Anks P.S. I Have the best playlist for rest of the night. Would you save me?

My Time Is Running Out [01 Aug 2007|09:55pm] [ music | Straight Outta Compton by N.W.A. ] In the midst of a whirlwind that are the phenomenons of Harry Potter and The Simpsons August has surfaced. Eek gad. So much to do and I have so little time because Rob and I made a bunch of plans and we wish to put them into effect prrronto. Tomorrow is my last day of summer school. I'll be free by 11 AM because exam... I'm a little nervous. I'm getting a 60 % in math which I considered impossible for the longest time but I look at the small things and exaggerate them so I feel marvelous and don't wallow in self-pity. Thank you. I also saw the new Canucks uniform but they might be a promo... they look nasty. It would be the greatest fashion disaster in North American sports history. Yeah, that bad... I chilled with Rob today for a few hours which was fun. Tostitos and chicken. Mmmm. Also picked up a birthday gift for Dean this week while hanging out with Erica. Yeah we got some good stuff. I was just online and thought I'd post the little happenings in my life. I'm not sure what else is happening. School doesn't give me a break either because in a little while I gotta figure out what I'm going to do for my last year. Dear me. I'm going to make the best of this month as best as I can. A crazy mothafucka, Anks Would you save me?

My Insomnia is Consistent [29 Jul 2007|05:47pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Untitled by Social Distortion ] Good weekend. I am happy with the way things turned out. Friday was a little upsetting from a scholar's view because I bombed a test. School makes me feel so shitty about myself. Seriously. Especially in the summer. I can't wait 'til I'm out of here - out of school, out of the house, out of the city, maybe even the country. After school I met up with Kim at Bramalea. Next time we meet up I'd prefer a different location because I'm sick of that mall. I have not bought anything from there in perhaps a year. Sounds accurate enough. It was great seeing her and chattin' at Second Cup. But yeah next time we need a different location to recollect a conversation. Andrea met up with us and we chilled out too. Afterwards, Rob and I went to Square One and did some shopPANG. Rob bought some t-shirts and I grabbed an Adidas shirt and then we went to Winners at Trinity Common where I got two fab pairs of jeans as well as dress pants for tonight. We're going to some banquet hall thing - kind of, sort of, looking forward to it except not really. I chilled with Mark Z. and Andrea after. Mark drove me to my house so I could drop my stuff off and then on our way back to Andrea's, Mark B. called and said there were some fuckers trying to start a fight with him and the peeps he was with. So we went by Cineplex and the kids were gone. Kind of a wasted trek but it was alright. Then we went back to Andrea's and chilled until we went to pick Steven up from Bramalea. Also saw Rahul and yeah, it was a pretty crazy night. Then I came home around midnight. Yesterday was pretty fun too. Rob and I went all over the city. We stopped at No Frills so I could check my schedule for the week. Then we went to Dairy Queen which was total delicious and then we picked up Rahul. Rob and I were at Bramalea so he could buy a gift for Sabi's birthday and we went to Toys R Us and he bought her an Optimus Prime toy and a Transformers poster. Pretty fanatic combo. Rob, Rahul, and I stopped at Price Choppers to see Mary and then by Brent's party for about an hour just to say hi to everyone and I was glad to meet Dan and his cousin. Rob and Rahul also met a few peeps I know at Notre Dame. Rob and Dwight got along well, same with Dan. Then we went to Montana's where we met up with Sabrina, Mary and their friends Danielle and Rick. We all piled into the car and went to Silvercity to see The Simpsons Movie. It was a really good movie, I liked it a lot and I am going to go for more very soon. If you want to come with let me know :) I am down for seeing it again. After the movie, Rob and I were in the bathroom and some kid who looked twelve years old tried to start a fight with him by calling him a faggot or something. Then I said "Shut up you're like, twelve." and the kid and his buddies left. While I was blasting a dookie, Rob smacked my ass from behind and asked if my penis touched the back of the urinal and all the guys in the bathroom became hysterical lol. It was so funny. The kid and his two friends came back and just navigated a little bit. Everyone left and the three of us tried to meet up with peeps but it was fairly late so we didn't bother. We ended up in Caledon an hour or so later to see Sabrina and Mary again. We drove around until we found a park and just hung around there. We dropped them off at home and then I came home around 2 this morning. I got a call around 1 from Rob suggesting we get some coffee and so we did at Coffee Culture. I saw Katie-Lynn thurr and we chatted her up a bit. Then we saw Phil and his mom so the four of us sat in the same place as we sipped on our caff'ed beverages. Oh so fancy and good. After a while we all left and we went to Price Choppers again haha to see Carly this time and loitered there for a good time. We hit up Dairy Queen yet again and I got a Waffle Bowl Sundae. I am officially sick of that thing. I'm done. Never again. I'm home now and not really excited about this outing. A little tired and hoping I could sleep in and rest up on this day. Ah well it's been a good weekend though. End it on the note of luxurious dining halls and mouth-watering dishes. Hilary's postcard was lovely. Two sentences and they'll keep me happy for two years. I missed her phone calls on Friday so she'll probably reach through the phone and smack me for that. Sorry babe. More features to improve on the new telephonic device, Anks Would you save me?

My Iced Tea [27 Jul 2007|01:18am] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | Run Rabbit Run by Eminem ] Ahh a couple days of working were brutal just because too much to do. Although Wednesday went well. I chilled with Jordan on Thursday and then he left. I crashed for a few hours and it was fine although there were a couple cellular interruptions but I was okay. We ordered pizza and that was yummy. I was really hungry and just felt like stuffing myself -- mission accomplished. Well I'm a little hard on myself the last days because I really want to pass math with a high mark but we're in some tricky units so... I don't know. Weekend after tomorrow so I'll use the best of my time. I'm sure I'm not working this weekend anyways and next week is going to be busy too. I was going to go to a midnight premiere for The Simpsons Movie but I was just exhausted and I didn't call Jack back because of the fatigue. I felt like chillin' here tonight. But I plan to catch it very soon and I can't wait. Actually, today would be good but I don't know if the shows are sold out... Hope not. I'm already furious we don't have those 7-11s transformed into Kwik-E-Marts. One of the greatest promotional methods in history. One more day, Anks Would you save me?

My Evening with Vanilla Bear [22 Jul 2007|01:17am] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | Your Heart Is An Empty Room by Death Cab For Cutie ] Summa skool kicked up on Friday actually. I went to bed really late though because I was chatting with Kim. It stared with pounds of tension but dropped to ounces of reunion and good will. The first day went well. I ran into Emily thankfully as well as Harleen so it wasn't bad. Came home and napped and then went to work. I came home but could not sleep yet again so I finally got three or so hours. I woke up and headed out the door pretty quickly. On the drive there I heard Social Distortion's new tune, Far Behind. I was surprised because never expected it. After all it has been a while since Reach For The Sky first came out and swept me off my feet. It was a good way to kick off my day. It was overwhelming at first seeing four skids on the floor and the store had not even opened yet. Did my best in the 8.5 hours I was there today and I'm generally satisfied with the work. Came home and Hilary called. I missed her last four calls so this was a good one. Good times, good conversation, good phone sex... Just kidding. Carly and Rob stopped by and we went to Silvercity to see Hairspray. At first I was unhappy because I was really looking forward to I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry. It just looks so humorous. Next time though. We met up with a couple of her friends from work - Mary and Sabrina. I went to daycare when I was younger with Sabrina actually. First time I saw her five years so it was good catching up. When Carly left, the two pairs - Rob/Myself and Mary/Sabrina - were parting ways. I found it to be awkward so I suggested going to dinner with them for a while. They agreed and we drove around Trinity Commons looking for somewhere. We went to Casey's and I think it was my first time there. I actually can't recall. I had a big dinner of rotisserie chicken with fries. Whoa baby. We had such a good time, it was just cracking jokes the entire time about everything from work to public transportation to less important things. After dinner, Rob drove them back to Sabrina's house. We then chatted on the way home recounting the week, especially our Saturday night. We stopped at Rob's for creamsicles. Yummy yummy. Left me with sticky fingers. Then a quick stop at the bank and then just came in. I'm not so cellular challenged either because I got my mom's phone up and running. Mine should be here soon too. I can't wait. Sleeping in tomorrow and then catching up with Bangcutie tomorrow. I also updated my Myspace picture for the first time ever haha hit it up if you're curious. So many possibilities to not be alone, Anks Would you save me?

My Mesmerize [19 Jul 2007|01:28am] [ music | Butterscotch by Cancer Bats ] I was going to go to bed about ninty minutes ago but then I came across this wicked girl's myspace through someone else's myspace... Someone who doesn't like me all too much so this may be an iffy situation. Although this girl's musical taste just completely floored me. Who knows? Maybe one day she'll be bored in the grave hours of a new day coming up and randomly click around and find me! I can only hope, Anks P.S Not looking forward to summa skool at all. I gotta be awake in less than six hours. Eek gad. Would you save me?

My New Buddy [18 Jul 2007|03:13am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Doctor! Doctor! by The Blood Brothers ] Dan DeSousa, you are the fuckin' man. You Are The Man. This guy is already wicked, Anks Would you save me?

My Boredom [17 Jul 2007|01:51am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Silhouette by Thrice ] I watched Jesus Camp today. The documentary is a tad bit on the frightening side to say the least. I woke up at 2 PM today haha. Oh yes the holidays are in full swing already. Everything is going chill. I'm not feeling like myself right now though because I just stuffed myself with some dinner then chips and dip during The Simpsons. "Too much dip on that chip Skip!" And lately I've been listening to Thrice's The Artist in the Ambulance album because I find it has to be one of the leading albums for the emocore/post-hardcore genre along with Thursday's War All The Time. Press one if you agree. Also I am so feelin' the new Bad Religion and Cancerbats. Yay for good music. Boo for the new Against Me! album except for Thrash Unreal and Up The Cuts which seem like the only non-watered-down tracks on the band's major label debut. The song Ocean has an opening that resembles Tiger Army. You'd believe me if you heard it. Not much happening. Just bored and chillin' out right now. Chatting with a couple of peeps and contemplating if I really want to go to bed at 4 AM for what feels like the billionth night in a row and to occupy the time I'll watch another one of my fabulous movies. I just might change up the pattern and stop myself from mindless ramble shambles. Your eyes followed me here(8) Damn livejournal for its lack of emoticons, Anks Would you save me?

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